- Nelly Furtado Lyrics

Tryin to cope....

3 months since I last posted! Whew! Blogging is a tough job... And I'm not too enthused nowadays...
Reasons:
1, Exams are going on, n my first 2 wer horrible... And NO, chemistry is still to come!

2. I feel fat all the time, although people tell me that I look ok, but who wants to look OKAY? WHEN THEY CAN LOOK GREAT??? And I've got proof of this, photos of teacher's day.. I look hideous, if that word comes close....

3. I'm passing outta 12th, which means I've to do a lot in finding the right course to pursue, go to college, make a good impression at college, not fall into rattraps... AND that reminded me, ENGLISH paper on friday, and I m clueless about the exam. (Rattrap is a chapter.)

4. I wanna straighten my hair, or restyle them, but it seems my hair doesn't have much options...

5. I click hideous photos, or I'm the most anti-photogenic person in teh world!

PROOF::

This is teacher's day at school, I couldn't wear a sari, which I had to, coz I wasn't well (had 3 fainting fits 2 days ago) and I was in jeans, casual wear, when all girls were so well made up....

I was PLAIN JANE over there!
(Left to right) Mehak, Bhattu, Dhingra, ME....
I don't know what I was thinking, just grinned and bared my teeth like a toothpaste ad model..... Both of us are doing that It seems,....

In front o' the reception, the weather had gotten a little sympathetic....


And yea, wrote another poem last month...........

The frog who DIDN'T turn into a prince....

Before he came into my life, he was just a frog,
All he said to me sounded like stupid croaks....

A frog worthy of attention, this I must confess...
He leaped into my lfe, when it was all a mess.

A gentlemanly frog, he seemed to be
Whenever I was bored, he was there to amuse me.

Started liking this frog, I know it sounds foolish,
How did all this happen? Now this frog was all I wish.

Me, the stupid brat, for the frog I then fell.
He didn't stop me either, for him it was all well...

He wanted one steamy kiss, could try the fairytale!
Now this IS no story, clearly it had to fail!!!!

The stupid frog was who I fell in love with,
Love knows no boundaries, it's obviously not a myth.

We tried & tested all we could, may he turn into a prince!!
But each time we failed; the harder it made me wince.

I worry now, would our kids ever be seen?
And if yeah, would they be human, or creatures green???

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One after such a long gap, written in one of those awfully stupid moods, where I seem to be acting dumber than usual...

Hey y'all!!!!!! Wondering what's up with me? I know ur not doing that. Just kiddng. HAve been eating so much lately!!!!! Just feel like munching on wafers all the time. And that too the bigger pack!!!! So stupid, rite? Well, lately, I have been busy with studies too, am in class 12 now an all my frnds are creeping ME out by studying and studyin.... Irritates the hell outta me.
Anyways, what can I do?

And friends has started off from the 1st season now, on STAR WORLD, 7 pm weekdays..
I'm waiting fr America's Next Top Model next season eagerly....
And I have seriously fallen in love with the dear dear PHOEBE!!!!
Her songs.... OH MY GOD AMAZING.
There was a girl we'll call her Betty
And a guy let's call him Neil
Now I can't stress this point too strongly
This story isn't real.

(time passes by)

Now our Neil must decide
Who will be the girl that he casts aside?
Will Betty be the one who he loves truly
Or will it be the one who we'll call L-L-Lulie?
He must decide, he must decide
Even though I made him up he must decide

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Hello!
My vacations have started and nowadays, to kill time, I watched a few episodes of 'Best of Friends'....
Well, friends sure is the best sitcom ever made!
Ross is the sweetest darling in the world....And with his Science comments on stuff, it makes him all the more endearing..
Rachel seems so confused and cute.. The way she plays in TOW the Football, hehehe!!!
Phoebe, wow, she's just so amazing! Her songs, oh! I love 'em!!!! And she's so quirky and cu-ute! Smelly cat, anyone?????Chandler and Joey, the most amazing friends ever!
The two formed one of the most likable and enduring friendships and kept on getting into humorous situations. Their adventures included losing Ben, on a bus,

::choosing between baby wearing clown pajamas or duck pajamas::
Chandler: we're gonna flip for the baby?!!
Joey: you got a better idea?
Chandler: call it in the air...
Joey: Heads!
Chandler: heads! yes!
Chandler: we have to assign heads to something!!!
Joey: okay well ducks will be heads, because well, ducks have heads
Chandler: what kind of scary ass clowns came to your birthday?!!!!!!!

Buying a chick and a duck, replacing their dining table with a foosball table and spending hours watching Baywatch.

IN LOVE with life.....

Another photo!! And I believ that this is the best one I've ever clicked.... This is on MArch 26, I rember that day... And as u all may kno, India's out of the world cup, in the first round itself... Yuvi played well, but ws unfortunate... And big news! My crush on Yuvi is decreasing, guess when u get others, this had to happen, and also that he's marrying that stupid Kim....

And yeah, my idol, Avril, is releasing her third album, "THE BEST DAMN THING", in this month... Have already heard the single GIRLFRIEND, its rocking, and the video's superb, seriously.... I just wanna buy that album as soon as I can, but I guess it'll be in India a bit late.... AM SO ANXIOUS TO GET THAT ONE!!!!

SHE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOO PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!

Hey! That's one pic which all my friends an people adore, Can't get what's so special abt it, but they say it's better than all others... so here it is for u.

It's one day after my birthday last yr, on Christmas.... Is it really good?

I felt it wasn't a pretty one, but it has been voted best by my buds...

And yeah, MY YUVI IS PLAYING LIKE A SUPERSTAR!!!!! In the wrld cup...

GAWD! He's a total hottie......

Wish this was me and Yuvi.... OH!!!!!! WOULD'VE LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!

The destination seems romantic too na???

And yeah, I'm in 12th now... In one yr, college!!

PLZ SUGGEST A TITLE!!!

Have written a new poem. Can u plz suggest titles for it??? Please post comments for the title... And how'd u like it?

Standing on this bridge to decide my fate,
What’ll be my future? In what’ll I be great?
I’ve to make the choice of my life so soon
Have to choose between my glory and my doom.
Feels like I’m still too young to decide,
There are a million worries, but no one to confide…
Want to make MY choice, but the pressure’s too great,
Everyone’s supportive, but I know it’s just fake.
I just wanna live my life my way,
But all these worries are making it gray!
I’ll have to sacrifice my present for the future
Feel like a lamb about to be sliced by the butcher.
There’s no tenderness in anyone’s eye
No one to hear my helpless sigh….
I want to break free, of the chains that bind me
From all accusations, I’ll have to flee!
I’m no slave; my life is my own,
You think you can control me? Well, you don’t.
The only thing that makes me stagnate is you,
Don’t cage me now, it’s no use.

EXAMS COMING UP!!!

Heya.. My exams are coming in one week. Next week, after Valentine's (I love it, got a special one for that day!) I have my English ka paper, and then come the draded ones----> Physics and Chemistry... I seriously hate CHEM..... SO MUCH!!!! And that teacher too, eugh!!! Well, whatever.... But I feel like I'm just sooooo in love nowadays.... And to think, it'd to happen near valentine's day.....!!!! Ok, let me cut the crap.. I know, noone's really intersted, coz' you'll all be like 'Ok, just another fad, for few days, phir akal theek ho jayegi..' so, let it go buddies..

I went to a wedding this week, got sum pics...

No, not of the bride and groom (cudn't care less abt them); but of ME.. :-D

Well, my father wz clickin them an' i started making funny faces, an' thts my brother, who feels sooo shy being clickd with me (LOL!!)

BORED, huh????

AMUSED maybe?? But surely, dumb, dumb, dumb....

This guy is just sooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!! His first bday party, or a li'l get-together.... My mama's li'l one, tht is...
How sweet!!!! Infant innocence???

YIPPEE!!! My firsht birday cake!!!

Aaaaahhhh!!! I don't think he quite likes me.... Can't blame him.... Not many kids like me, Oh, an' i forgot to tell his name, it's just tooooo sweet, it's LUV!! How LUVley!!

A note for my sweetheart, I LOVE YOU!!!! (For my valentine...)

HOLA!!!!!

Hallo..... This weekend was just grrr8.... I went to a hill station with family, and it was awesome. The place wz Lansdowne, probably you've never heard of it, an' that's what is the bestest thing abt it.. Y'kno, no one knows abt it, so it's clean, green, and WOW!!! We went for three days, had a blast, and from there we went to hardwar, the holy place for us, hindus, it's a fun place too, coz' u get to dip in the chilly water of the Ganga, and the mountains........ I jus' love 'em!!!!
It was a jumbo masti outing, but the photos were destroyed, or wateva, becoz' my dumb brother did sumthin' which caused all the photos we clicked to disappear... And, thus, the only compensation we had wz becoz' of the cooool me, who clicked on my cellphone too, so we had at least a few to b happy with......


Isn’t it beautiful????

This is a flower my mom got ecstatic on seeing, so I clickd it…

This is on the way….

The pine forests on the way.

See the snowy peaks at the back?? And this is from a cell mobile.....

Gosh, it wz toooo sunny that weekend… Look at me, can’t evn smile well…. And that guy in the underwear has no idea he’s on net…(LOL!!), Waise that’s Haridwar.

*MOM SWEET MOM*

Being stupid Is MY forte…

Then, on the way, we found a fat fat fat dove or pigeon, wateva…. Still, it’s gorgeous!!!!

MOI LOVE LIFE

Written on 21st october 2006

The first guy I fell for was a really good friend,
But at that time, liking a guy was not such a trend;
I hid it, kept it secret from even my best bud
The crush was big, but soon it turned into a dud.
Next I fell in love with a guy i'd never met
He was a handsome charming player of cricket
My heart throbbed with passion at his mere sight;
For him I was ever ready to pick up a fight.
'Twas my first love, I'm ure of the fact
Couldn't help the obsession, by trifle or tact.
Life seemed not so worthwhile if it wasn't for him.
But he was rumoured to be dating the stupid Kim.
My heart, it broke, learning 'bout thsi fact
But still I tried hard to keep it intact.
Then suddenly, it betrayed me and fell for this other guy
Tried hard to think, but couldn't fathom a reason why
Got crazier for him day after day......
I wasn't even able to keep these feelings at bay.
My friends who did know about this crush
Used to guess whether I was crazy or nuts?
Ultimately to me this news they did break,
But soon, I was about to make an even bigger mistake...
What happened next makes me feel like a fool,
And by no means it's gonna make me look cool.
I started liking quite an older guy,
He could be the biggest jerk in 'American Pie'.
He is my biggest crush till date,
And the spat with him was even in my fate!!
He was a tall and masculine stud,
But talking about his body? Well, it looked like a spud...
He used to stare at me everytime I was there
Smiled, gave me winks an' I walked into his lair;
I loved to see him, his antics made me glad,
This time, I believed it was more than just a fad...
His look said he was so in love with me
I was as happy as I ever could be.
But fate had planned it some other way,
That creep, oh God! Turned out to be gay.
It just ended, caught my heart in gloom
But I DID get going, even though not soon.
Now here I am having no big crush,
Yeah, there's no guy whose sight makes me flush.
It's so annoying, wanna have a crush soon
Otherwise, I may end up turning into a loon.


Hey!!! So how'd you like the poem? And go ahead, guess who the four guys are.... This was written a little while ago, so it misses an important person, but wateva!! Post your guesses to the 4 guys too, and whether you liked it or not???

India Poised

TOI has launched a new “India Poised” Campaign this year, to make the future of India brighter and better. It’s a really well carried out campaign. In today’s edition I read about a man who hammered away 22 years of life to give life and progress to his village. Dasrath Manjhi, as was his name, chiseled a 300-ft mountain which was hampering the life in his village, and as he had no faith in government, he took up the Herculean task. To go anywhere, the villagers had to cross the formidable hills, with all the shops and lands across them. The determined man sold his goats to buy a chisel, hammer and rope. He never bothered to eat while at the task, and at the end of 22 years, proved all those who ridiculed him to be a madman for setting upon his target, wrong. The passage was wide enough for the people of his village to reach the nearest hospital in an hour instead of six hours taking a circuitous route. In the process, he lost his wife, whom he loved dearly, just because she couldn’t be taken to the hospital in time then.

I felt that this was such a motivational story of a man set to beat all odds. I really wish to make a difference to the lives of the millions of Indians who slave themselves to make ends meet, see no progress, no technology, and are the true face of India. We say that India has developed, but has it really? When the actual population of my country is still shrouded in the mist of gloom? The politicians are mere dummies, who know how to speak and not how to act, and India shining will be nothing more than a dream if nothing is done to get these inhabitants of darkness to share the light many of us, fortunate enough to be brought up in cities, have.